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I just changed up my website! I have decided to use my website as a blog too. But I will keep writing my thoughts about some topics and posting some photos on this blog. Because this blog is one of my cozy zones! I am very guarded and mind to talk about my deepest thing in public. Even though everyone can see my blog if they somehow know the address of the blog, I feel very comfortable to write here. I can write literally anything in my head.
Well, this is my website called Jarvorin. I used to upload my paintings and some photos up there. I put much more effort these days on the website. Because I wanted to make a professional-looking website. Hopefully, it would work out well. haha. Anyway have a look! Hope you`d enjoy it!


Vacate The Places For New Starts In July!

Yay! I am moving! Well new studio is placed in the same building. Yet, it feels great that I am moving out and making a new home.  
 June has not been passed yet. But this month was pretty like a preparing month to change and move onto somewhere. After my April chaos, I changed a lot. I learned a lot about relationships among people around me and also about very deep side of me. Basically I learned how to deal with them. I mean, dealing with any problem occurred between myself and other people and between me and myself.

Now I believe, there will be something good for me at the end in any ways.

Love from Serene.

*iphone6 + analog paris filter*

What I Learned From Guys!

I am writing this inspired by the article '7 Reasons You Keep Falling For The Wrong Guy'.
This article is pretty brilliant. I very agree with especially 2 reasons of them in the article. I am going to write down 'Things I Learnt From Dating With Guys' citing the reasons the editor said.

1. This Is So Difficult To Meet Someone Who Genuinely Loves You. You know what? I always thought that guys I was dating with were loving me. NO THEY NEVER DID! Sadly I realized that when I did sort of breakup. It is hard to say 'breakup' because we were never in a relationship. Anyway, when I start to like someone then my emotion gets deeper so fast and I start to be deluded into thinking that me and him are being together soon. And few days later, I also think I am loving him, although it isn`t love in other`s opinions, and think he may feel in the same way as I do. If you are like me, please don`t. Please stop being a loser. I will try not to be like this again as well. Keep t…

Seoul Trip! (21.May.2016) #Seoul

Since I no longer live in Seoul, it gets so hard to go to Seoul to see my friends. Because I live in Suncheon where is 3hrs to 4hrs far from Seoul. However I really needed to see my friend called Hyeri. Because she is my best friend who spent my very short Hongik University life. Also she is the only one who has same interests as myself, can go to shopping with me with no boredom nor awkwardness, and can support each other. 
(whisper) I have only 3 friends I think of them as the best friends.  They don`t know each other by the way. lol

- First thing first, we were so starving.. so we headed to this hambagu place on Garosu-gil(street) in Sinsa. This place is called 'Heya'. They only sell 2 types of hambagu steaks as you can see in the picture. Both are so good. Mine (brown sauce one) is very classic one. Hers was so bizarre to me in fact. Because I never saw a hambagu like that. But it was super delicious! I personally didn`t like hambagu steak because of sausage textur…

Tried Hanbok In Jeonju!

As Jeonju is getting popular to travel in South Korea, this time I headed to Jeonju to travel around with my best friend, Seoha Jung! We planned to look around 'Hanok Village' in Hanbok which is a traditional Korean dress. Hanok means the traditional Korean house by the way! You might feel Jeonju is the city having lots of historic buildings and places. Also the city is famous for BIBIMBAP! You can say Jeonju is the city of bibimbap though. haha Enjoy the photos!

* Renting rate for my hanbok which was noble women`s dress was 20,000 won (20$value) **including bag and shoes(if you need) for a hour.  However they gave us 2 hours because it was on weekday.
** only in case you pay in cash.

Also rates would be little bit different by the shops.

My Depression Story

I randomly saw this video on Facebook and it drove me all the way to write about my story here in my blog. 

My Depression Okay I am only 20 years old. And I know I am very young. However, when it comes to depression I think I have gone through with this thousand times. So I suppose I can talk about this? huh

I think it`s a chronic issue of me(and us indeed). In this modern society, almost everyone has depression on their ways. Main causes of my depression are relationship, and my future. I lately realized that whatever causes your depression, what actually makes you to get into the depression is yourself hiding real yourself.

I know it`s really hard to figure out who you really are. It would definitely take whole life. But you should know yourself. By aging and experiencing different kind of situations and cases, I learned myself. Also looking back my very young days does really help to find myself. Because people don`t change as much as you want. haha

I am Scorpio, just in case it ca…

My Favorite App ; YODHA

Life isn`t easy. Life has hardship and also has pleasure. Whenever we get some issues in our lives, we normally get panicky and fretful. However, if there is a problem, it means there is a solution. I believe everything happening in my life is just one of my progress to reach to one point I`ve wanted to be at. Everything happens for some reasons. So, if I get into some problems, I just believe 'Okay, it doesn`t mean the end of the world. It`s just a page of my life.'

Lately, I have got so much chaos all of sudden in my life. I obviously got very stressful and was in panic. I knew the solution. However, because I have to concern all things around me and what I deal with, I tried to find another solution. Solution 1 was very simple and very certain in terms of getting the result I need. On the other hand, solution 2 and others, they are not very confident of the result, but there is also possibility to get it with them.

Objectively I don`t have to worry what to choose. That`s a…

Me On Holidays, Lessons from 2015 |Serene In South Korea

March has come already.  - My astrologer said March is pretty good month to find my love or someone else. Even if he was not right, I would rather be hoping to meet someone, whoever it`d be, and definitely be happy to meet anyone I will pass by. - Luckily, I have been resting at home real home by 13th of March. Where is in Suncheon-si(si means city),South Korea. I have been seeing my friends I missed a lot and hanging out with my family as well.
 went for hike with my family  met my lovely friend, Chaewon

 Hyejun  Sola
 and Seoha!
 Absolutely had soju too haha. It`s in fact fruit-soju. Way better than normal soju!!
 The thing I really learnt, living alone being apart from family and friends, is 'we have been taking so many things around us for granted'. We are surrounded by nature, people, buildings, cars etc. And sometimes we want to hide from everything just because we get sick of it. However, there is no hideaway unless we appreciate the things we have gotten in our lives…